Selfish.
My Headspace Right Now Is Very.. Selfish.
My Main Focus Is Myself.
My Mind, Right Now, Is Not Equipped To Help Anyone.
I Can’t Do For Others Until I Do For Myself.
I’m Finally Putting Myself First.
These Moments Are All About ME.
Until I Figure Things Out..
Rediscover Who I Am, What My Life Is About..
I’m Not Good For Anyone.
I’m Not Even Good For Myself, At This Moment.
Am I Depressed, Sad, Angry.. Emotional?: NO!
Am I Stressed? Always.
I’m Always Stressing About Something.
Even When It’s Nothing To Stress About.
That’s Just Life.
I’m Always Overthinking.
To Me,
Overthinking Is A Disease That Makes You A Little Crazy In The Head.
We As Humans..
Tend To Over Analyze, A Lot!
I’m Really Just Trying To Minimize The Feeling(s) Of:
Always Trying To Make Others Happy..
Before I Make Myself Happy.
Teaching Myself To Not Say YES To Something,
When I’m Telling Myself NO!
I’m Just Trying To Become A Better Person For ME.
&& Once I Feel As If I’m In A Better Place With Myself...
That’s When I Can Somewhat Start Shifting My Focus Onto Others.
That’s When I Feel Like I’m Able To Help Others,
Because I’ve Helped Myself.
Written 6/19/2018
Ooh &&..
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!